Astronaut Discloses Emotional Distress In the Wake of Deluge of Harassment Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her battle with depression after enduring a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
The 34-year-old activist – known as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in the spring, which also carried high-profile passengers.
The high-profile flight was widely scrutinized by some, who questioned its cost and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction overshadowed her achievement under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I said the emotional pain might endure for years,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, referring to a phone call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the flight.
She portrayed the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “A month later… I had to hang up… because I could not speak through my tears.”
Buried Under Misogyny
The researcher, who has conducted studies in women's health research and operated research during the mission, said everything she had worked for – from her lab work and astronaut training to the symbolic importance of her roots – was drowned out under the deluge of misogyny.
She is widely recognized for her groundbreaking advocacy fighting for justice for victims of sexual violence.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was put on hold after an attack during her university years, leading to a protracted legal battle.
A Path to Recovery
Now, eight months after fulfilling her dream, she noted the heaviest sorrow is beginning to clear, and she expressed gratitude the well-wishers whose kindness helped save her. “Your support rescued me,” she wrote.
She noted that despite the negativity, important benefits had resulted from the mission, such as spotlight on her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
The Historic Journey
The self-operating New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in April, carrying the all-female team on a short trip that passed the edge of outer space.
The group of women also comprised leaders in various fields.
The company behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company founded by a Amazon founder.